GRADUATION DAY T_T

Bonjour ! !
Here, I gotta tell you something.. Its about my brokenhearted..
I dont know who should I blame for..
Is it to my SILLY-SELF, or to my °°°°
Its begin when my teacher came in to my class and told us about GRADZ DAY.
At first, I was so excited.. Its a huge + happening moment in Form5 life..
I ask for °°° admission, and as usual.. I cant go.. why, because my neighbour, who is the same as me a.k.a my classmate also didnt go.. and the other reason is its a useless while the SPM is just around the corner.. Ok, deal!! Im not going and smile when people ask me why.. and until yesterday, there’s an assemble for the student who is going to gradz day, and as I dont know.. my neighbour also going to that day!! I come back home, and questioned my °°° for the ’’stupid-reason’’ I’ve ever heard.. then, she didnt take any responsible in this case, while I am in a brokenhearted.. Its two days left, and its 0.0000001% of chance that I have for going to that day..

So, what Im conclude is..
1) Never be influence even with your close people.. Your future is in your hand.